In The Woods?

I'm having a bit of a "What am I going to be when I grow up" season...  I am seriously contemplating a work from home opportunity that would take me 18 months to 2 years to prepare for... There is schooling involved... and my fear is at the end of it, will I still want to do what I set out to do?

Is there something else out there that I will love... that will be more meaningful in my life?

Plus I have no intentions of sending my children to school... can I balance it all?  

I've prayed... and I've waited... maybe not long enough... maybe not quietly enough...

So here I am... still wondering what will I be when I grow up?