Tuesday, April 30, 2013

So Here I Am on Day 30

The first week was easy... easier than I thought it would be... kind of like beginners luck in a casino... you pull the handle, things start to spin... there is anxiety... insecurity... but cha ching you come out the other side a winner...

So you put in a little more money (or add a few more expectations and commitments)... let down your guard a little... but it doesn't work that way... you don't win investing in chance... putting your hope into a random machine...

There was a KABOOM on the 8th of the month... and the Scott family was wounded once again... I could blame it on PMS... or stress or any number of things... but instead I will choose to admit that I was riding the invincible illusion of a winner's high...

I have resorted to wall push-ups and deep breathing to keep the beast at bay...

But I am not so naive to think I can do this all on my own... so thank you ladies who are supporting me and one another in this... Here's to another 30 days!

 

1 comment:

  1. we CAN do this! i told my mom that during the whole month of april, i yelled at my children only about 4 times. wow. i'm completely proud of us.

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