The tears don't stop today... there are little breaks... but they are ready to pounce without notice.
Some years this day goes by and I don't remember until supper time... it's Julie's birthday.
Usually my Grandma will call... and I don't answer because I don't want to weep with her... I want to do that in solitude.
I want the darkness... with the smallest flickering candle to keep me company.
A place where I can hide... and still have the hope of light...
Happy Birthday Little Sister... today is a hard one.

Hugs <3
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